Saturday, October 17, 2009

hmm

You know what I realized recently?

I'm not good at sarcasm.

Problem is, guys seem to have only two "funny modes" -- super-sarcastic or bathroom humor. Neither of which is particularly appealing.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

i gotta dance

I thought I was going to be immune from this. I'm independent, I'm decisive, I prefer to shop alone. So I thought I would be immune from the pervasive loneliness that creeps in, mist-like, at first just a small droplet and then a blanket that sighs and settles.

But I'm not.

So I gotta dance. I have to do something that will make me happy, that will bring a happy flush to my cheeks. I have to do something to get out so I see other people. I -- must -- DANCE!

Because otherwise I am going to buckle under the weight of this deceptively heavy mist.